A note to myself that I need help with

[JestersC]

The mother ****ing **** thats going on rite now just isn't cool I finally find a girl that gets me about as
much as I get my self and she made me feel good inside but come to find out that she would rather have my cheating
ass step brother instead of me wich is really ****ing stupid if you ask me.. but what can you do I guess its
really the girls choice if she chooses not to listen and to **** up her life by getting with a ****ing douche bag
than I guess its on here I just wish I could do what I have always dreamed and try to heal the cold world that were living
in and give advice to the needing but I can give my heart and if they choose to deny it than its on them but it still hurts me to know
that I'm putting my self out there to give help and they turn me down hard instead of excepting it like they should
then most girls complain about how they wish they had someone to talk to but I'm rite ****ing here and girls judge and think
that I'm not to be trusted and I grew up learning that you take what you can get and if I'm what the girls can get and I'm the one thats
there for them they should take it and love it not give me the cold shoulder and **** up my emotions.. Who does the one with the answers
go to when they need an answer?? No where because there is no one the for me like I am for them they never return the favor and they
never keep my advice when our lives part.. And with the girl thats on mine as I rite this might as well already be parted because she is turning
down all the advice that I have to give and I don't know what to do but sit here and rite a message to myself trying to give myself answers
since I'm the only one I know I can turn to and trust with my emotions because to be honest... Most girls are bitches and wouldn't understand what
I'm going throught and frankly they don't give a ****! they care about them and there own emotions and come to me for help.. Well this is a mouth full
of Hate to show some love.. I helped a girl today from her cheating ass boyfriend that she was going to have a baby with that is now living good instead
of the depresssion state that she was in when I found It makes me feal good to know that I could help but then after words I got stabbed in the back when
I least exspectid it.. =( but thats how it is you help some and some end up like micheal's last girl friend to be specific.. she was a good friend that I
tried to help but got a rude awakening with a hand around my throught trying to tell me not to do what I do best and in some terms that can be called snitching
wich in this case snitching was a form of warning the girl she was about to get hurt and tried to stop the mistake from happening now she is practically
whoreing her self out to convince her self that she is beautifle and the guy that cheated on her with 3 diff girls many of times is the one that ****ed up..
He did **** up to say the least and to say close to the leaset what he ****ed up was her life.. damn where do I go...
Sometimes I think of killing myself to escape this and thats why I had to go to counsling but they needed half the advice they were giveing and its unfixable
if your the one that needs counsling but your giveing advice to the counsler.. I need to escape but if I die I might be reborn and if that was to happen I would
Be back in the same spot I was already in and the horrible spot is called life (time) its unescapeable so the best you can do is help other people with theres and hope
for the best even though THEY DON'T ****ING LISTEN!!
Its ****ing hard for me to go through this with no one to talk to as of now I'm thinking of makeing this private note to myself public to see what other people think..
about me and my ****ed up mind and they way I think so If this is public and your reading it please don't critise just if you can give advice and if you can't than try
BUT if you have nothing nice to say than please don't share cause rite now isn't a time for critisims.. 11-3-08

[nilloC]

Sorry, but were you trying to put your entire post in stanza form? This is Flamerz, so you should probably expect some backlash.

Anywho, how old are you? I doubt this is an apocalyptic situation, and sure that in a few weeks (or even days) you'll be fine.

This video may help. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xQOBoA8g3RI)

[C4]

Jester, as nilloC said, you'll just need some time to make peace with yourself tbh. You have your point when you say that most girls will make the precise wrong decisions about emotional things, but so do boys and even men and women. Most ppl is stupid, true. Most girls will tend to appreciatte more the neon-guy, the ones that makes the thing look good even if it's just being masked. Girls oftenly do the wrong move. It requires personality to avoid this instictive short-term perspective. Personality that most don't have.
Things are as they are. One won't change that. One can just live with it and learn from it.

Seems to me that you worry to much about being appreciated, being the good guy. And i'd say it's good to be that. The first rule nonetheless is; do it without expecting any return. Do it only for the pleasure of being of help, and don't be eager to it or you'd be oftenly misjudged.
As Adam Smith once said: "Selfishness is the only thing you can expect for sure from the human being" (and based on that, economic axioms are made:D).
The sooner you focus in your other points of interest the better. Give time to the things, keep helping if you find someone in need, but don't forget focusing in what you valor, what you like to do. One of the biggest mistakes one can do is being ingrate with his life itself. One should learn to valor those good things we have (and unfortunately many don't). Being ambitious without proper gratefulness leads to a pointless life.

Also as ppl grow (girls will turn into women) some learn to valor those who are really worth, so, as i said, give it time, be yourself and don't get that worried (Girls with those futile likes, probably wouldn't fit you anyway, hum!).


Hey, nice music nilloC (downloading...)

[RIPRedAlert]

The mother ****ing **** thats going on rite now just isn't cool I finally find a girl that gets me about as
much as I get my self and she made me feel good inside but come to find out that she would rather have my cheating
ass step brother instead of me wich is really ****ing stupid if you ask me.. but what can you do I guess its
really the girls choice if she chooses not to listen and to **** up her life by getting with a ****ing douche bag
than I guess its on here I just wish I could do what I have always dreamed and try to heal the cold world that were living
in and give advice to the needing but I can give my heart and if they choose to deny it than its on them but it still hurts me to know
that I'm putting my self out there to give help and they turn me down hard instead of excepting it like they should
then most girls complain about how they wish they had someone to talk to but I'm rite ****ing here and girls judge and think
that I'm not to be trusted and I grew up learning that you take what you can get and if I'm what the girls can get and I'm the one thats
there for them they should take it and love it not give me the cold shoulder and **** up my emotions.. Who does the one with the answers
go to when they need an answer?? No where because there is no one the for me like I am for them they never return the favor and they
never keep my advice when our lives part.. And with the girl thats on mine as I rite this might as well already be parted because she is turning
down all the advice that I have to give and I don't know what to do but sit here and rite a message to myself trying to give myself answers
since I'm the only one I know I can turn to and trust with my emotions because to be honest... Most girls are bitches and wouldn't understand what
I'm going throught and frankly they don't give a ****! they care about them and there own emotions and come to me for help.. Well this is a mouth full
of Hate to show some love.. I helped a girl today from her cheating ass boyfriend that she was going to have a baby with that is now living good instead
of the depresssion state that she was in when I found It makes me feal good to know that I could help but then after words I got stabbed in the back when
I least exspectid it.. =( but thats how it is you help some and some end up like micheal's last girl friend to be specific.. she was a good friend that I
tried to help but got a rude awakening with a hand around my throught trying to tell me not to do what I do best and in some terms that can be called snitching
wich in this case snitching was a form of warning the girl she was about to get hurt and tried to stop the mistake from happening now she is practically
whoreing her self out to convince her self that she is beautifle and the guy that cheated on her with 3 diff girls many of times is the one that ****ed up..
He did **** up to say the least and to say close to the leaset what he ****ed up was her life.. damn where do I go...
Sometimes I think of killing myself to escape this and thats why I had to go to counsling but they needed half the advice they were giveing and its unfixable
if your the one that needs counsling but your giveing advice to the counsler.. I need to escape but if I die I might be reborn and if that was to happen I would
Be back in the same spot I was already in and the horrible spot is called life (time) its unescapeable so the best you can do is help other people with theres and hope
for the best even though THEY DON'T ****ING LISTEN!!
Its ****ing hard for me to go through this with no one to talk to as of now I'm thinking of makeing this private note to myself public to see what other people think..
about me and my ****ed up mind and they way I think so If this is public and your reading it please don't critise just if you can give advice and if you can't than try
BUT if you have nothing nice to say than please don't share cause rite now isn't a time for critisims.. 11-3-08


I haven't read your post, it hurts my eyes, but I only got one thing to say:

HAHAHAHAHAHAH

[truefeel]

Jester, as nilloC said, you'll just need some time to make peace with yourself tbh. You have your point when you say that most girls will make the precise wrong decisions about emotional things, but so do boys and even men and women. Most ppl is stupid, true. Most girls will tend to appreciatte more the neon-guy, the ones that makes the thing look good even if it's just being masked. Girls oftenly do the wrong move. It requires personality to avoid this instictive short-term perspective. Personality that most don't have.
Things are as they are. One won't change that. One can just live with it and learn from it.

Seems to me that you worry to much about being appreciated, being the good guy. And i'd say it's good to be that. The first rule nonetheless is; do it without expecting any return. Do it only for the pleasure of being of help, and don't be eager to it or you'd be oftenly misjudged.
As Adam Smith once said: "Selfishness is the only thing you can expect for sure from the human being" (and based on that, economic axioms are made:D).
The sooner you focus in your other points of interest the better. Give time to the things, keep helping if you find someone in need, but don't forget focusing in what you valor, what you like to do. One of the biggest mistakes one can do is being ingrate with his life itself. One should learn to valor those good things we have (and unfortunately many don't). Being ambitious without proper gratefulness leads to a pointless life.

Also as ppl grow (girls will turn into women) some learn to valor those who are really worth, so, as i said, give it time, be yourself and don't get that worried (Girls with those futile likes, probably wouldn't fit you anyway, hum!).


Hey, nice music nilloC (downloading...)

You actually readed that sh i t completely? some people don't have a social life.

[SirSnake]

This thread is a month old.


RIP you're really not worth the time or effort to tell you how much of a noob you are; Im fairly sure you know already.

[RIPRedAlert]

Yea I know..and

I Luv It
We counting hundreds on the tables,
twentys on the floor, fresh outta work
and on the way with some more

And I Luv it!

Btw SirSnake your head looks like **** (How I know? I am god.)

:color3:

[Nod Fanatic]

Anyone who actually reads that incomprehensible mess deserves a medal. What the hell would possess you to think that would gain anything other than general derision?

[nilloC]

Yea I know..and

I Luv It
We counting hundreds on the tables,
twentys on the floor, fresh outta work
and on the way with some more

And I Luv it!

Btw SirSnake your head looks like **** (How I know? I am god.)

:color3:

RAWR RAWR RAWR SUCK MAHZ PENIZ U!

[C4]

You actually readed that sh i t completely? some people don't have a social life.
Just because someone answered to the guy you go that fast labeling "social lifeless"?
He is a kid, and sometime being a kid isn't easy. I just spent a pair of minutes saying a few truths to him. Does it require sacrificing one's social life?... I just don't think so...:)

RAWR RAWR RAWR SUCK MAHZ PENIZ U!
You start to feel Soviet's influenza...:D

[C4]

You actually readed that sh i t completely? some people don't have a social life.
Just because someone answered to the guy you go that fast labeling "social lifeless"?
He is a kid, and sometime being a kid isn't easy. I just spent a pair of minutes saying a few truths to him. Does it require sacrificing one's social life?... I just don't think so...;)

RAWR RAWR RAWR SUCK MAHZ PENIZ U!
You start to feel Soviet779's influenza...:D

[pipinowns]

You guys should give this kid a break. He's just looking for some support.

RIP - I'm pointing out the obvious when I say you're a troll. I'm pointing out something even more obvious when I say you're not a funny or entertaining troll and that ready your posts actually makes me feel embarrassed for you and your parents.

[truefeel]

Just because someone answered to the guy you go that fast labeling "social lifeless"?
He is a kid, and sometime being a kid isn't easy. I just spent a pair of minutes saying a few truths to him. Does it require sacrificing one's social life?... I just don't think so...;)


You start to feel Soviet779's influenza...:D

The problem is that I don't mean what I say (in the flamerz corner that is). SO relax, it was a joke. Though I would not read the complete text; long texts don't appeal me, it scares me off.

You guys should give this kid a break. He's just looking for some support.

RIP - I'm pointing out the obvious when I say you're a troll. I'm pointing out something even more obvious when I say you're not a funny or entertaining troll and that ready your posts actually makes me feel embarrassed for you and your parents.

Looking here for support is not exactly the right place. This is the flamerz corner, not some sort of peptalk centre,

[eLDiablo]

Clearly you are worthless and no one will ever love you. It was all your fault and is indicative of all the failure you will experience in the future. Why don't you save yourself the humiliation and hang yourself while listening to Marylin Manson shortly after masturbating furiously to Japanese scat porn while listening to Slipknot.

[truefeel]

eL, when I ever will have a depression, I will come to you. you seem to be the man for psychiatry:p.

[C4]

SO relax, it was a joke. Though I would not read the complete text; long texts don't appeal me, it scares me off.
I'm relaxed...:D I understand that long texts may scare a bit...

Looking here for support is not exactly the right place. This is the flamerz corner, not some sort of peptalk centre,
You're right here. Anyway the guy was new to the forum...

eL, when I ever will have a depression, I will come to you. you seem to be the man for psychiatry:p.
This was just a big-hug-and-cry-to-my-shoulder from eL. Anyway the guy was lucky... eL could easily use his blade on him claiming it was piety...:D

[truefeel]

You're right here. Anyway the guy was new to the forum...

If he was serious (probably not; this might be an attempt to create a troll job), he wouldn't share his problems, us being the complete strangers to him, and certainly not in this section, which hangs like a big plate at the front of a saloon, saying and ,I quote, "Do all your flaming here! If something pissed you off this is the place to post it!
WARNING: Not for the faint-hearted or thin-skinned!"

Especially the underlined part says it all.

[C4]

You have a point here.:)

[Nod Fanatic]

You have a point here.:)
That it needs to be pointed out at all is just sad.

[C4]

Sorry NF, i just won't feed your hunger for a good flame.:wave:

[GettinGwap]

Jester, as nilloC said, you'll just need some time to make peace with yourself tbh. You have your point when you say that most girls will make the precise wrong decisions about emotional things, but so do boys and even men and women. Most ppl is stupid, true. Most girls will tend to appreciatte more the neon-guy, the ones that makes the thing look good even if it's just being masked. Girls oftenly do the wrong move. It requires personality to avoid this instictive short-term perspective. Personality that most don't have.
Things are as they are. One won't change that. One can just live with it and learn from it.

Seems to me that you worry to much about being appreciated, being the good guy. And i'd say it's good to be that. The first rule nonetheless is; do it without expecting any return. Do it only for the pleasure of being of help, and don't be eager to it or you'd be oftenly misjudged.
As Adam Smith once said: "Selfishness is the only thing you can expect for sure from the human being" (and based on that, economic axioms are made:D).
The sooner you focus in your other points of interest the better. Give time to the things, keep helping if you find someone in need, but don't forget focusing in what you valor, what you like to do. One of the biggest mistakes one can do is being ingrate with his life itself. One should learn to valor those good things we have (and unfortunately many don't). Being ambitious without proper gratefulness leads to a pointless life.

Also as ppl grow (girls will turn into women) some learn to valor those who are really worth, so, as i said, give it time, be yourself and don't get that worried (Girls with those futile likes, probably wouldn't fit you anyway, hum!).


Hey, nice music nilloC (downloading...)

I don't know the situation, but she could've been using him to get to his step brother.

[Battlestar]

eL, when I ever will have a depression, I will come to you. you seem to be the man for psychiatry:p.

Only if the psychiatry offered involves topping yourself in a manner guaranteed to get you flamed for doing it. :nuts:

:lol:

I'm guessing by the date of the thread start the young bloke has gotten over it by now ... I hope.

:)

[Slapper]

Clearly you are worthless and no one will ever love you. It was all your fault and is indicative of all the failure you will experience in the future. Why don't you save yourself the humiliation and hang yourself while listening to Marylin Manson shortly after masturbating furiously to Japanese scat porn while listening to Slipknot.

LOL!!! ****, i just been reading all these old posts, El, you are a true master. I bow in your general direction.